Author Topic: Guilty, woooaaahhh...crushes The Rasmus to induce premature and squidgy death (Read 386 times)

Meilinrose · « **on:** December 30, 2004, 08:22:56 PM »

*Sigh* Ever have one of those days where you feel really guilty even though you were half-forced into it and you feel really sucky for doing *anything at all* because you think that really you should be a hundred miles away in, say, Wales and you've tried to apologise and it's not taken and you're waiting to be yelled at/guilt-tripped (nearly spelt that as "guilt-triped" which conjures up interesting images) and suddenly both parentals who hate each other have united to say that their children are evil and it's suddenly turned into a double guilt-trip(e) and you think that the other half of your family in the aforesaid Wales doesn't hate you they're just hurt which is so so so much worse and especially so because they've all been through hell and back over the past year and there's either a huge argument or a big freeze-out coming and you don't know which and you don't know when and your siblings have just buggered off out so as not to have a part in it when we're all equally to blame and you think you're insulting everyone when really they probably don't care and are sick of you whining about small-scale problems when crap's happening to everyone everywhere and you know that it sucks yourself but you can't stop getting upset and the shit hasn't just hit the metaphorical fan but it's just gone all over the damn windmill which means that Holland is in for a really crap New Year.

Yeah. I just had a day like that.

Sorry for whining -_-

Maki-chan · « **Reply #1 on:** December 30, 2004, 08:31:52 PM »

*Spins around, gets dizzy, and falls down.*

@_@

Erm, that was pretty amazing Caz, I'm not sure if I understand all of it, but it sounds like you've just been through some kind of psychological obstacle course. O.o;;

Anselle Burgundy · « **Reply #2 on:** December 30, 2004, 08:38:18 PM »

*gets dizzy before making sense of what has just been said* Wow big mouthful...

Yes, I have days similar to that, but not exact. It's so terrible to feel like this. >.<

And I agree with MJ-chan, some kind of obstacle course or mental collage...>.< Damn I need to paint another abstract now, my mind sure is cluttered enough after reading that post.

Froggie chan · « **Reply #3 on:** December 31, 2004, 05:46:25 PM »

*huggles*

yes ive have plenty of days like that.. v_v
dont worry about it it'll pass... it always does

*huggles again*

Haggis-chan · « **Reply #4 on:** December 31, 2004, 11:44:05 PM »

Everyone has days like that, especially me... >_<
*huggles*
You were okies on MSN todays though, so me no worried too much... ^_^

Maki-chan · « **Reply #5 on:** January 01, 2005, 02:13:19 AM »

It's good to hear that things are going better today Caz. *Huggles* Amy-chan is right, things like this never last very long and will pass pretty qucikly most of the time.

Meilinrose · « **Reply #6 on:** January 01, 2005, 07:32:38 PM »

*Huggles everyone back* I was feeling pretty screwed that day, thanks for lisening ^_^; But me be okies now!

Haggis-chan · « **Reply #7 on:** January 01, 2005, 09:56:14 PM »

Good good...
Mefeels better too! ^_^

Maki-chan · « **Reply #8 on:** January 01, 2005, 11:01:44 PM »

Yaayy!! Caz-chan be all happiess again!! ^__^ Sorry that I missed you on msn today Caz, maybe I'll see you tomorrow! *Huggles* ^__^

MothDude! · « **Reply #9 on:** January 15, 2005, 09:05:02 PM »

*is completely confuzzled but cant be bothered to read the long big wors post again* er..... sorry if u felt bad caz and im glad u feel better *isnt shure wat is going on but smiles and nods anyway*

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