OMG! i actually managed to stay online for more than 5 mins! O:
This is a kinda automated notice to explain where the f*ck I have been that past months(s).
A few things have happened, those who know about the incidence that happened in March (my subforum) will not know that it affected me worse than I thought it would.
I distanced myself from alot of things and I even stopped speaking to my councillar for an hour. It hit me bad but I didnt relaly tell anyone, I was sick of myself reling on you all the time so I hid it all and coped with it in my own private time, my journal offered me the vent I needed.
Well after that it seemed things calmed down and I was meaning to get back on here, but my net refused to let me on. I secretly made myself admin and edited a few things and for some messed up reason it will allow me on here for limited amounts of time (about 5 mins) so I'm trying to look at the problem and I think theres something to do with the bastard parental control.
I would have fixed it by now if what happened froday hadn't. Simply my Dad walked out I'm not going into details but it ended up with me having to spend the night with Chris and his Mom I was in a state. he's back now and hell are there problems but I'm hoping like hell my family can work them out..
Along with exam stress and me thinking that most of my friends suddenly hate me I havent been able to get online much.
I guess the main reason behind this is to basically say I love you all and I will be back soon, maybe not straight away as exams are my prioty at the moment, As are many other members. This is not the last you have heard of me.
Thanks for reading through this and I'll try and check up more often.
<3