I guess because I created the board I feel like I'm the mommy or something and have a responsibility to take care of it. So I feel like I'm not doing a good job of that if I can't tend to all of the forum's needs, like I'm a bad mommiee ... v_v But I suppose that if I don't have enough time, I should ask for help. Since the very beginning I've been the only admin and maybe I should change that? I don't know if anyone else would want that kind of responsibility though ...