Topic: <Blue and Crimson Tears - Froggie's Poetry> <Last updated: September 3rd>

[cookie munster]

jeez louise choco sauce,
dude,. your poems are getting more and more powerfull, youll blow up the planet, well, technically you wont, but, its sounds better, ^^;;

[Froggie chan]

Thanks.. *sweatdrop*
I didnt expect that.. its nice when someone comments XD
Thanks cookie-chan *huggles*
<3

[Froggie chan]

Mirror.

I look inside this broken mirror,
I hide behind its worn frame,
I see the reflection of a broken hearted,
Lost in adolescent rage.
I scream out for salvation,
Throw away your razorblade,
Reach out for this insanity,
Regret, our childhood friend.
I shun away the anguish,
Protect you from yourself,
Feeble attempts to mend,
Your bleeding heart,
I stare ahead,
Exact pain, exact torture,
Differ in the reflection,
Of our former selves.

[Schitzoid]

Jaysus, I haven't read any of your poems in ages. I really like Online Lover and your stuff... Agh, I'll come back tomorrow when I'm coherant

[Froggie chan]

o.O

Okies.. I dont think many people come here anymore..
And I havent wrote in a while now..
>_<

Anyways, thank-j00 sims!
me luffs you bigtime!
<33

[Froggie chan]

Walk down this road Denile.

I thought you were an angel,
I thought you were a star,
But now I see through heartless eyes,
What a bitch you really are.

I thought you were perfect,
I thought you were my life,
But now I see with bleeding veins,
What a liar you really are.

I thought you were attractive,
I thought you were envied,
But now I see through mirror eyes,
What a mess you really are.

Didn't you think they'd see the scars,
Didn't you think they'd know,
All the times you cried yourself to sleep,
I was protecting you..


There are actually 2 reasons behind this one and both I wish not to discuss at the present.
But please read and tell me what you think.
Its been a month since I've wrote anything so excuse the crappines xD

[Froggie chan]

Woo, updateing-ness!
^o^

Rainbow Girl

Will you be my red girl?
My lustful, devious passionate whore?
Your the girl with the black dress,
The girl with the amorous smile,
Your the one who decieves your naive prey,
I want to be a red girl,
I want to be you,
Fucking slut.

Will you be my orange girl?
My inidividual random star,
Your the girl who doesnt care what others think,
Your the girl with the bright coloured heart,
The girl with the random style,
Your the one who dances between the raindrops,
I want to be an orange girl,
I want to be you..

Will you be my yellow girl?
My drugged up, stoned addict,
Your the girl with the LSD in hand,
The girl with used syringes littering her bedroom floor,
Your the one who relies on your fix, Your chemical release,
I want to be a yellow girl,
I want to be you,
You fucking junkie.

Will you be my green girl?
My envious, selfish, spoilt girl,
Your the girl whos never happy with what she has,
Your the girl with everything but nothing,
The girl who oozes jealously and self hatred,
Your the one who wants to be me but,
I want to be a green girl,
I want to be you.

Will you be my blue girl,
My depressed and self pitying girl,
Your the girl who cries herself to sleep,
The girl with broken promises filling up her heart,
Your the one who lives her life in her own thoughts,
I want to be a blue girl,
I want to be you,
Cry baby.

Will you be my  indigo girl,
My lost, lonely and confused girl
Your the girl whos trapped in a mind she hates,
Your the girl who doesnt know who she is anymore,
The girl who sits in solitude,
Your the one who slits her wrists,
I want to be an indigo girl,
I want to be you.

Will you be my violet girl?
My deluded, conflicting girl,
Your the girl whos trapped between reality and illusion,
The girl whos pessimisim clashes with her optimism,
Your the one who screams at the mirror,
I want to be a voilet girl,
I want to be you,
Live your fairytale.
 
 But I'll always be a rainbow girl,
The multicolured odd girl,
Your haunting sunset and
Your pessamistic sunrise,
Watch my smile though the rain?
I'm a whore, an individual, a drug addict envious bitch.
I'll always be the depressed, lonely and deluded girl all rolled into one,
Im not unquie or anything special,
But I'll always remain your faithful rainbow girl..

[Meilinrose]

Wow, these last two poems really show you maturing as an author and settling into a style - I really love the way you've decided to set out these poems, they're really individual. Please write more! ^_^

[Froggie chan]

Thankies Caz <3
Im finding it hard to write right now. Ill write a few lines for a poem then I dont like it.
:/

But thanks, and there is a kinda style in the last two.. and you pointed it out to me xD

[Froggie chan]

Empty Promises and Broken Bones

Blank sighs and bent back fingers,
Heartless kisses and ripped of nails,
Demons trapped in this atmosphere,
Monsters caught in pessimism's web,
Teeth snapping and Mouths salvating,
Eye her pale white skin,
With patterned gashes all over her,
Knife to skin, Skin to bleed, Knife Withdraw,
And repeat.
She's lost in her own torture,
A macarbre labyrinth,
Your patron saint of self injury.

Empty promises and broken bones,
Silent screaming and 'nasty head wounds',
Taunting voices, Monster enraged,
You can't kill her, You can't kill an idea,
Concieved in the mind of a confliction,
Stare at my mirror image,
My perfect silver-white scars,
A reminder of the past I now crave,
Knife to skin, Skin to bleed, Knife withdraw,
And no longer repeat,
An empty promise made,
A promise to be kept,
But can't she see? Can't she protect me?
I still hold my razorblade.

[Froggie chan]

oh me gee, i've actually wrote something that doesn't end after a few lines.
o:
yeah its been a while but at last an update!

One More Night.

Just for one more night let her,
Let her bleed into herself, Drown
this anguish and self loathing in
her endless emerald pit.

For one more night let her lay with you.
her hollow echo, Your tainted lullaby
Carry you into deliusional, hallocinagetic
Sates of unconciousness.

Just for one more night let her tears
stream down her china face, A punishment
for her guilt, an overbalanced
figure of no numeric value.

For one more night let her kiss you.
Heated passion of vampiric lust and indieciency,
Hide her secrets away with a masked smile,
A personality of dust.

Just for one more night let her be someone else.
Just for one more night let her scream.
Just for one more night let him break her.
Just for one more night stop her poisoned heart from beating!

[technical note: as the poem progresses the size of the writing enlarges. I guess this was to show the anger I felt when writing this poem.
I was angry at alot of things, primarily myself so as I wrote it in meh journal the writing became larger and less legiable. o_O]

[Meilinrose]

You certainly write best when your feeling such strong emotion, which can be seen as a good thing or a bad thing...Anyway, I like the repetition in this poem - makes it even stronger. Excellent job ^_^

[Froggie chan]

Thanks Caz! <3
I seem to use repition alot to empatheise something..
i tend to write more when I'm angry..

But I have a work in progress. It sounds weird saying that but its a poem Ive been wanting to write for ages and Ive started it and never finished it so im hoping I can get back and work on it..
^o^

[Meilinrose]

Good luck with the work in progress ^_^ I've been working on a 'poem' for the past week or so but it's just not coming together or saying anything about what I want to say. I'm tempted to leave it for a month or so, do you find that that helps?

[Froggie chan]

Unless it's a total whim and I really don't like it then I tend to leave it for a few months to allow new ideas to come and less frustration! xD
i can leave a poem for months on end then a new idea will come and I'll remember it and so on and so forth, so yeah you could see if that workds for you caz-chan.
^.^

G'yah, I sound like I've been writing professinally for years.. O_O