Henheart's Universe
Main Discussion => The Poetry Corner => Topic started by: Framer on April 27, 2003, 06:39:30 PM
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what lyric is close to you today and why is it..? okay I gess that I am first of so lets se.... today is this song really close to me becors it remebers me abut what I ones was and it proves to me that it is possibel to change..... It also remeber me that I have alot of friends that stands by my side always and I have them to thank for alot.... I cant pot it in words....
How You Remind Me:
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking
I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?"
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking
I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?"
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story
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There's nothing I'm thinking of right now, but this one I have frequently this past week.
Past the clouds
Past the sky
We can only imagine what great mysteries lie
Other moons
Other stars
Close your eyes and together we'll go wandering far
Take my hand...
This miracle's undying
It never will forsake us
We'll always keep on flying
Wherever love may take us
Let's forget who we've been
And give in to the dream
Maybe life is a song
That's how it seems...
And forevermore we'll hear the music play
Yes forevermore I'll take you in my arms this way
And forevermore we'll know the melody
We will sing forevermore, just like the peaceful sea.
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This song gose out for two persons out there one still alive or I really hope that and one that is dead for some time ago.... I only hope that the person still alive will think befor she acts now and that she will see that life have so much to give if you give it a chans and that she sees the ligth that is out there for her....
Saw You Drown by katatonia
as through your shattered eyes
it all came together
and your heart cries
weeping through the weather
another way to change your mind
I'm weaker than they say
to leave this world behind
the only way to stay
don't you know
I'm the end of what we'll be
and right below us
the last thing you'll see
in the water
I saw you drown
down the water
I saw you drown
as through my shattered sight
you're no longer here
and my heart cries
sleeping through the light
another way to change my mind
never is the day
to leave this all behind
the only way to stay
Mjh do you know how galaxia is doing..?? I have no idea.... I saw that she had posted a suecide not at the ML board and I dont know if she is still alive... I was looking for the link to her page I uset to wissit it and look how the work on in is going and I saw that post and that scares me really mush.... I hope that she is okay but I dont know.... v.v
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She was at AC this morning, and I was able to get a little smile out of her.^^
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thanks mjh ^_^ I am really glad that you made her smile.... I only wish I got the gift you have to understand ppl...
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It's something that you can learn too, and you will get better with experience as you grow older.^^
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I only wish I cold help the person that needs it so much now but I seems to fail... My words is not enough and I dont know if I will be abel to help her.... I really wanto... I cold do anything to help her but it dont seems to work....
I cant say anything ells then what this song dose.... this is how I feel today and this is how I will feel for a really long time... I really wanto help galaxia but in any way I trye I fail only making her even sader and that I dont wanto do.....
I'll not want for longing, it causes heartache yet this singularity burns just the same
Hope for ash of memory, this is pure agony
Eyes, they are too blind to see, this is pure agony
I'll not beg for you, this is pure agony
Knowing whats been true, this is pure agony
Fall from your light world, not again, this breeds fear
My life weakens and the pain I hold tight
Life hurts so now, I have no power here
Cease living somehow, I long to release you
As I fall I...As I fall we cry in despair
Don't be lifeline...don't be my lifeline, let me fall away
Alone, desolate.. alone and desolate am I the only one
Can it be real... can it be real, I can't go on
If you return here can I not ease the pain?
Forever knowing...loneliness....denial..I am the last one
Now would you look away?
Leave me alone here, That would tear me apart
As I fall I...As I fall we cry in despair
Don't be, lifeline....don't be my lifeline
Now deliver my soul
Your love walks away...leaves me as a child
Exposed to the horror I begin to cry
Emotions like velvet now caress my flesh...the truth that I run from
Pure, would you run away and leave me here to suffer?
Pain what did you want that I could not provide?
Pure would you run away and leave me here to suffer?
Pain what did you want that I could not provide
Fall from your light world, not again, this breeds fear
My life weakens and the pain I hold tight
Life it hurts so now, I have no power here
Cease living somehow, I long to release you
As I fall I...As I fall we cry in despair
Don't be, lifeline...don't be my lifeline, let me fall away
Alone desolate...along and desolate I am the only one
Can it be real... can it be real, I can't go on
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Being on a keyboard at the other end, so far away does make you feel powerless doesn't it? You can see someone's words, thoughts and feelings right in front of you, but they themselves might as well be a million light years away ...
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yes you have no idea how powerless and useless I feel now... you cant imagen.... Everything have stopt to mather any more galaxia is all that mathers now for exampel I schold be in class now but I dont feel for it.... what is the point when you cant think..??
My world have stopt to move now and it wont ontill I know that galaxia is okay..... I wont keep on living ontill she is okay again....
I will let this song do the talking like I always do.... I am to weak to say what I feel so I let the musik do it for me...
Who can tell me who I am
who I am my friend
I'm an Alien so they say
a risk to everyone
NO - Tell me what do they see
NO - Tell me what do they feel
NO - Tell me what do they fear
NO - Tell me what do they see
I'm a dwarf but I know more than you
and I'm a key to a better life
from terror I could escape
but I need your helping hand
so far from home where I'm left alone
Did you hear my crying?
Did you hear my crying?
Goodbye my friend
I found you at the end
I say Goodbye to all
Goodbye my friend
thanks for your helping hand
I say Goodbye to all my cries
just say Goodbye
No returning nevermore
No returning nevermore
And I'll remember
Communication to you is so strange
You trust to no one no warmths reach your heart
to you I'm the stranger but you're strange to me
You destruct all what is unknown to you
We are together now
and don't you know I'll come back again
I must go now
Goodbye...
I will go home now
I will go home now
much too long I'm forced to stay
in visions I see
so dark and so deep
mankind will destruct all life
See you again I hope I will
see you again at the end?
My tortured soul can't forget the pain
now I find my way back
I WILL GO HOME NOW
I WILL GO HOME NOW
Goodbye...
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Yes, I do know how helpless you feel it's the same for me. Galaxia's light side will come out and talk with me and stay as long as I do. But as soon as either one of us has to leave and say good night, I know that the dark side will come and take her ...
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I know that to that is why it is so hard for me to leav when I really hafto.... I rader take the pain myself then leav her.... it have happend more then ones that I have ben up to around 4 in the morning swedes time when I will go to school around 7... I have done that only to keep her company ontill she will go to sleep and I have prayed every time that she will get a normal rest and not need to fair tomorow but I know that some times have it not workt and some times it have workt a little but I have really tried.... and I really hope that she will figth it becors I know that she can win if she dont give up and you are really good on talking to peppol and to understand them so I know that you will be abel to talk her out of it like you did with me.....
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it is not a new day yet but I hafto post this song.....
"The Middle"
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
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The only reson I post this is that this is a really great song simpel like that and I really like it.... if you wanto dl it or anything it is called Over The Hills And Far Away by NIGHTWISH
They came for him one winter's night.
Arrested, he was bound.
They said there'd been a robbery,
his pistol had been found.
They marched him to the station house,
he waited for the dawn.
And as they led him to the dock,
he knew that he'd been wronged.
"You stand accused of robbery,"
he heard the bailiff say.
He knew without an alibi,
tomorrow's light would mourn his freedom.
Over the hills and far away,
for ten long years he'll count the days.
Over the mountains and the seas,
a prisoner's life for him there'll be.
He knew that it would cost him dear,
but yet he dare not say.
Where he had been that fateful night,
a secret it must stay.
He had to fight back tears of rage.
His heart beat like a drum.
For with the wife of his best friend,
he spent his final night of freedom.
Over the hills and far away,
he swears he will return one day.
Far from the mountains and the seas,
back in her arms again he'll be.
Over the hills and far away.
Over the hills and,
over the hills and,
over the hills and far away.
Each night within his prison cell,
he looks out through the bars.
He reads the letters that she wrote.
One day he'll know the taste of freedom.
Over the hills and far away,
she prays he will return one day.
As sure as the rivers reach the seas,
back in his arms again she'll be.
Over the hills and far away,
he swears he will return one day.
Far from the mountains and the seas,
back in her arms again he'll be.
Over the hills and far away,
she prays he will return one day.
As sure as the rivers reach the sea,
back in her arms is where he'll be.
Over the hills,
over the hills and far away.
Over the hills,
over the hills and far away.
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what can I say... musik is a way for me to tell how I feel and how I am mentaly and I will let this songs talk for themselfs when I scream along to them ontill I cant scream no more then I will maby go to bed or somthing... who knows... the only who lives will see....
"Alone I Break " by korn
Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
is there nothing more to come?
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race?
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come?
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
more korn
"For You"
This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can see.
You all think it's up on me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate.
You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you.
even more korn....
"Wake Up"
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Each day more frightening.
All of us wanna die.
The pressure's tightening.
I don't even want to try.
Should I take all the stupid bullshit.
What makes them think they can get away with
it.
I'm not happy.
I wish they just...
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.
No more fighting!!
I swear I'm gonna leave.
Talking shit to spite me.
I wish we just..
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.
I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.
Remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for.
some more korn...
"Lets Get This Party Started"
A man is crying, takes me to a certain place.
Which I don't often mind.
You see a family walking.
Always thinking of being somewhere else in
time.
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
. It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane.
Time is ticking, it makes me feel content.
With what I have inside.
Constant paranoia surrounds me.
Everyone I see is out to get me.
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane.
You make me feel insane.
You make me feel insane.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.
Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane.
and the final korn song... (for now)
"Wake Up Hate"
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the burden of my everything,
an open scar
I'll be reborn in hatred,
feeling I can't love no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the falling of my happiness
it is no more
Stop loving, I’m still hating
till I can not hate no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
I'm, I am filthy
wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
take me, away
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
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From Here To Death by skyfire
Forever left behind
Behind what was ment to be
Destroying the worlds around me
With powers from inside
My soul is fading away
Yes I have been led astray
By an unknown cosmic force
I'm entombed within myself
With this world as my enemy
Inside the darkest mind
There is no light, there is no hope
Black is the color of our death
From here we are, from here we are
My hatred lives on through the ages
I surely will die with pride in my heart
From here to death, from here to nothingness
The only thing I feel is hate
Abomination for life itself
Dark surrealistic images are surrounding me
Beyond our own unavoidable death
"Cries" I dont remeber who made this song but it is really great...
Agony and suffering, the contents of this life
What is left of my believes? The answers I can't find
No release from the heavens, to the moaning from below
All I had is taken away, despair begins to show
All my cries remain unheard
Every time I try to scream, no one seem to hear
Reality's a strange dream, it's turning into fear
Nothing more inside of me - but this draining sorrow
Is there a reason to believe in a new tomorrow?
All my cries remain unheard
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Confusion, perception.
Rage inside of me.
Or will it ever; or can it ever; or will it ever take me?
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain.
Passion; Find direction.
Hate inside of me.
Or will it ever; or can it ever; or will it ever take me?
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain.
I'd rather kill myself.
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain again.
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain.
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Loveless by TO/DIE/FOR
because of you
my heart is cold and loveless
there is no love no more
when you seal my fate
love turns to hate
when you give me a smile
inside of me something dies
you are killing me
when you embrace me
calmness in my soul turns to misery
walking hand in hand with you
and flowers wither all around
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One More Time by TO/DIE/FOR
pain dwells within my heart
it is growing stronger everyday
grief eats away my soul
I am weaker day by day
nothing can heal my wounds
alone I hear the pain inside
no one to hear my cries
the screams of agony
one with sadness
please let me die just one more time
to be with you
all this sadness
release my soul just one more time
to be with you
this pain is killing me
it slowly carves away my life
can not stand the misery
in tears clench the knife
I bleed for you my love
for you my blood keeps running red
until we meet again
forever joined in death
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Hollow Heart by TO/DIE/FOR
Memories of you
haunt me everyday
a never healing wound
and nothing left to say
i die a little every day
i die a little anyway
for the memories
for hell inside of me
no true emotions
no true regrets
no true devotion can live off bitterness
my hollow inside
my hollow heart
my restless soul is longing to depart
come surround me with your grace
wash away my deep disgrace
take me into your sweet embrace
where i can live in sin
i die a little anyway
i die a little every day
for the memories
for hell inside of me
no true emotions in my hollow heart
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Galaxia if you read this I want you to know that the songs abov is not abut you... not any one of them.... you have my best of wishes always no mather what or when..... you have found some one ells and that I respekt nothing ells... I will be your friend if you let me I wont cross the line in any way... and those songs is in no way abut you I promis you that... you and your bfs best is all that mathers for me and I will only be your friend nothing more..... so pleas dont think I am playing any game here becors I am not..... I have pot all the cards on the tabel and it is yours to do what ever you wanto with..... so pleas dont think I am tryin anything now becors I am not.. I only wanto be your friend nothing more...
you have really nothing to do with anything that is going on around me now so dont worry abut me... you dont need to care... it will sone be over any way... dont think abut it and dont get involed... it only make things wores... you wont be in this in any way..... if you keep yourself out of it and dont care you will not get afekted by it.... you have your life now live it and forget abut me if you have to.... you have some one that you love and he loves you back dont trow that away..... I accept that if you now wold belive somthing ells..... really I do accept it...
this is it... time for me to leav and go away....
Thorn Within by metallica
Forgive me father
For I have sinned
Find me guilty of the life I feel within
And when I'm branded
This mark of shame
Should I look down disgraced
Or straight ahead
And know that you must blame
I am the secret
I am the sin
I am the guilty
And I, I am the thorn within
Forgive me father
For I have sinned
Find me guilty when true guilt is from within
So point your fingers
Point right at me
For I am shadows and will follow me
One and the same are we
I do your time
I take your fall
I'm branded guilty
For us all
So point your fingers
Point right at me
For I am shadows and will follow you
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I forgot to say this in my last post but do I have somthing to tell you galaxia I do it to your face I dont post songs that gives you hints or anything I say it straight out insted... I wold not give you hits through musik or anything..... ones again you have nothing to do with what is going on around me so dont worry abut it..... I will let you know if that ever wold be the case....
Everything is increasing. Violence is increasing, burglaries are increasing, armed robberies are increasing. More people have guns on the street now than they ever did, and they're not afraid to use them. If they won't shoot you, they will stab you.
Gun control is not working at this point. Everybody still has a gun, whether it's a .22 or a 9mm they still have a gun, and they're really quick to pull that gun and use it on another individual without a second thought.
Once that bullet leaves the barrel, it's not coming back.
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one step!
as i witness the death of innocence
a predator feeding on its creation
through the fallout of this hallucination
i walked into darkness
must not surrender my god to anyone
or this body will become carrion
one step closer
one step closer to my fate
one step closer
one step closer to the grave
as i witness my own degeneration
the future condemns me
must not surrender my god to anyone
or this body will become carrion
one step closer
one step closer to my fate
one step closer
one step closer to the grave
one step closer...
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this master pice of musik is called Auctioned and is made by Dark Tranquillity and it is one of the best songs I have ever heard... I found is yestorday and I cant stop lissen to it...
outsmart the fever
and take us farther from
the killing life in capsules
a life that can't belong
so if I wake up dead to the world
with the helm at my command
the reaching out of this
faced tomorrow in the 11: th hour
beckoned closer
now as nightfall sends it's grace
cue to enter the insatiable ideal
slam it shut but the portal pounding lingers
what is it; is time undone
cannot falter in the security of labour
was I supposed to believe?
where did I sign
did I miss the auction where my life went under the club?
went the half mile
wondered when the resolution would come
life became too solid
diluted by the essence of denial
caught in fire's eye
the self and filter that is I
my lip was venom
words formed in my mouth
hid beneath the tounge
never to be seen
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TOOL LYRICS
"Aenima"
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks
Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.
It's a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks
Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this
Silly shit, stupid shit...
One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.
Learn to swim.
Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be.
Learn to swim.
Fuck L Ron Hubbard and
Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.
Learn to swim.
Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.
Learn to swim.
Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.
Learn to swim.
Cuz I'm praying for rain
And I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna watch it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.
Time to bring it down again.
Don't just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.
I can't imagine why you wouldn't
Welcome any change, my friend.
I wanna see it all come down.
suck it down.
flush it down.
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New Disease by Spineshank....
Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only this I have left
Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
-
Kingdom Of Pain I dont remeber what grope made this song....
When the morning sun rises
I leave my past behind
Looking to the horizon, the sun goes down again
Somewhere over the waters, do I feel them?
As a silent cry, deeply hidden
I see the heaven crying, rivers of tears and seas of pain
Kingdom of pain
A fallen angel holds your past
Kingdom of pain
We are the chosen ones
Beyond the sea of blood
Heaven and ocean begin to darken
Can you hear them whisper again
Now it's time
Of my rebirth into another dimension
Somewhere over the waters, do I feel them?
As a silent cry, deeply hidden
I see the heaven crying, rivers of tears and seas of pain
Kingdom of pain
A fallen angel holds your past
Kingdom of pain
We are the chosen ones
Beyond the sea of blood
-
A song from the 70's that I haven't heard in a long time ...
Hide in your shell cos the world is out to bleed you for a ride
What will you gain making your life a little longer?
Heaven or Hell, was the journey cold that gave your eyes of steel?
Shelter behind painting your mind and playing joker
Too Frightening to listen to a stranger
Too Beautiful to put your pride in danger
You're waiting for someone to understand you
But you've got demons in your closet
And you're screaming out to stop it
Saying life's begun to cheat you
Friends are out to beat you
Grab on to what you scramble for
Don't let the tears linger on inside now
Cos it's sure time you gained control
If I can help you, if I can help you
If I can help you, just let me know
Well, let me show you the nearest signpost
To get your heartback and on the road
If I can help you, if I can help you
If I can help you, just let me know.
All through the night as you lie awake and hold yourself so tight
What do you need, a second-hand-movie-star to tend you?
I as a boy, I believed the saying the cure for pain was love
How would it be if you could see the world through my eyes?
Too Frightening- the fire's getting colder
Too Beautiful- to think you're getting older
You're looking for someone to give an answer.
But what you see is just an illusion
You're surrounded by confusion
Saying life's begun to cheat you
Friends are out to beat you
Grab on to what you can scramble for
Don't let the tears...
... just let me know
I wanna know...
I wanna know you...
Well let me know you
I wanna feel you
I wanna touch you
Please let me near you
Can you hear what I'm saying?
Well I'm hoping, I'm dreamin', I'm prayin'
I know what you're thinkin'
See what you're seein'
Never ever let yourself go
Hold yourself down, hold yourself down
Why d'ya hold yourself down?
Why don't you listen, you can
Trust me,
There's a place I know the way to
A place there is need to feel you
Feel that you're alone
Hear me
I know exactly what you're feelin'
cos all your troubles are within you
please begin to see that I'm just bleeding to
Love me, love you
Loving is the way to Help me, help you
- Why must we be so cool, oh so cool?
Oh, we're such damn fools...
-
Wait And Bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
GOODBYE!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
AND IT WAITS FOR YOU
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Purity
Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying
Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it
HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT
Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging
I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise
Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die
-
Going Down To Die
and I know
that it's true
all the fire
has burned thru
well you know I've played
so hard
and the light
grows so dim
and my time's getting slim
all the words
just don't mean much
and I know I'm saying
goodbye
and I know that I'm going
down
to die
in my heart
there's a wind
and it swirls up a dim
it's so loud
it drowns my mind
till the coin that I pass
to the ferryman's grasp
let's me leave
my pain
behind
so I part
and I'm oh so cold
and I hope to release
my heart
better leave
while my song still calls
it's the truth
that I'm going
down
to die
-
The Regality Dance by elvenking
Gentlemen and ladies all please lend me your attention
I beg your pardon for my cheek, please join this heathenreel
Strange rules has this dance; suffers from a serious allergy
Reddens and becomes so unkind, when people're
acting just like you
The regal dance's about to start and I am here to tell you
"There's many a slip twixt cup and lip" 'tis something
that could help you
On and on please join the ball, nobody will stop you
The steps they are so simple, look the moon is dancing too
Drink a toast with the wise man, no one will care for you
Let the dances have their go, follow 'till they reach the end
Mind the minstrels they will say you're just another scarecrow
Not a word a single word, not for all the
whole damn world (you say...)
[Chorus:]
Step out of this regality dance
One foot in heaven, one in your grave
Mind this last one, it willl make you fall
A regardful bow
When your every single choice is
Taken by the spin of a penny coin
I came I saw, do not want nothing at all,
do not want to moralise you
Or spitting hateful sentences, just trying to tease
your rudimental pride
"Live and let live" told the wise man, as no one cared for him
From the soil which is now part of..."leaving is so
easier than living" (he says...)
[Chorus:]
Step out of this regality dance
One foot into heaven, one in your grave
Mind this last one, it will make you fall
A regardful bow
When your every single choice is
Taken by the spin of a penny coin
Bienvenu Mesdames et Messieurs
To the Danse Paien
Please come in and hurry up or
You will miss your turn
[Solos: Jarpen, Aydan]
[Chorus (x2):]
Face the truth are you worthy of this honesty filled - celebration!
Another tune bursting forth from the passion that
glides in my veins - can you feel it?
A speaking portrait's in front of me, do you acknowledge yourself? -
-
this has been in my head for the past week so... and the video rocks
LINKIN PARK- IN THE END
It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
Chorus
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know