Hacker?... talking abou that makes me fell like I?m not part of it! C?mon, I was not even here when that happens! And you?re still talking about it like if the world?s about to end.
I?ve been in that kind of situation (risking the safe of the whole C?phiro) and belive me, you need to have courage for it, I want to be part of it, I want to feel like a member of this board, everyone here seem to know each other so well, like a family... but not me.
My sugestion is:
Fist, forget about this, I know everyone here were important, but if you keep looking at the past you?ll never reache the future (I?m not catolic, but even in Bible says... in some chapter, this guy?s father recently died, and he wanted to join Jesus, then Jesus said "C?mon and join me" "But... I need to bury my father" and Jesus answered "Leave the death with the death")
Second, Instead of looking for the old members you can also think in the new ones, some of us can feel a little lost in this place, I?m not saying that this place is not good (that?s why I?m still here), You?re doing a great job, but think about the newbies and soon this place will grow up again as a huge community
And for the last: You?re acting like Hikaru when she has the guilt for killing Emeraud and she was like carryng the whole responsability even if she had nothing else to do. Now, Zagato was not there to tell her something, but guess what? I?m here, so I should say "On your feet Warrioir, you?re a Magic Knight and your will have been tested, so go to recover that sword and hurry, cause we still have a war to fight for!